Saturday, April 08, 2006
Stress
-8:45 PM
The human mind is possibly the most complex thing in this universe... How i wish someone cuold help me interpret my thoughts and feelings, cause im lost in my thoughts...
Nowadays, when i lay on my bed thinking, i fnid that im thinking about nothing. After much soul searching and thinking, i found out i gained and lost something.
I gained too much stress... I can't think straight. My father doesn't allow me to play. And playing is my only way to relieve stress now. So i play at the LAN shop near my house. Then he scolds me for playing all the time n not studying. But who's fault izzit in the first place?
The thing i lost is a trusted friend in 2h... No, not that. I lost the only friend that trusted me in 2h... I can only blame myself... I go tell her i like her, then she starts avoiding me... Izzit because im not handsome or anything? Do girls only look out for looks? If so, that means i never will find a girl friend huh...
the world needs MUSIC.